Damn

So I went to a travel agent. Started talking. Good guy named Kevin that Larry pointed me to at STA travel.

Found a few things I want to see if I’m going to Puerto Rico, and would be really disappointed if I went there and didn’t check them out. I’m feeling that if we go without more fully thought out plan, we’re going to miss some very cool things — though it would be worth it just to get a chance to relax in paradise. What bothers me is this uncomfortable feeling that I’m going to spend a bunch of $$ and miss something important if I don’t do some research.

We could still do it, but T is willing to alter plans and go to San Francisco instead — which will be fun, a chance to play with some ol’ friends… but I wonder how much actual relaxing I’ll be able to do.

Cause that’s what I really need right now, some space to sit and think about nothing and everything. I wonder that I’ll find that space in SF.

It’s not that my life is too complicated right now, it’s just there’s no time to sit and trip (no not that kind of trip) about where I’m at and who I am and why I’m here. I used to take a yearly vacation…it’s been about five or six years since that’s really happend. Going to Anaheim or Orlando for work doesn’t count. Those days are more stressful than the average day…

I just want some MF’ing fun. Is that too much to ask?

/sigh

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